Daily Reflections reading January 21st

 

Serving My Brother

 

The member talks to the newcomer not in a spirit of power but in a spirit of humility and weakness. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS COMES OF AGE p. 279

 

As the days pass in A.A., I ask God to guide my thoughts and the words that I speak. In this labor of continuous participation in the Fellowship, I have numerous opportunities to speak. So I frequently ask God to help me watch over my thoughts and my words, that they may be the true and proper reflections of our program; to focus my aspirations once again to seek His guidance; to help me be truly kind and loving, helpful and healing, yet always filled with humility, and free from any trace of arrogance.

 

Today I may very well have to deal with disagreeable attitudes or utterances — the typical stock-in-trade attitude of the still-suffering alcoholic. If this should happen, I will take a moment to center myself in God, so that I will be able to respond from a perspective of composure, strength and sensibility.

 

© Alcoholics Anonymous World Services

 

My thoughts on January 21st Reading

 

Serving my brother does not mean trying to take control, demanding they do it my way, carrying the message can become carrying the mess some times, if I try to preach AA, I needed to learn when to let go and let God handle things, in His time not mine

 

Nothing will insure my own recovery as much as work with other alcoholics, it works our twelfth step suggestion is carry this message of recovery, serving my brother is doing this, I could help when others could not, I could secured confidence, where others have failed

 

I knew where they were coming from after all I was where, they now are lost in a bottle like mine was, my life takes on a new meaning watching people grow to see the light come on, to watch them

transform into loving caring people and to see them help others

 

Watching the hopelessness and loneliness vanish with in them, seeing our fellowship grow up about them, to have a host of friends they can count on day or night, I only carry the message of recovery I do not and can not carry any ones mess for them

 

There is no joy greater than in a Twelfth Step call that is accepted by the new person, watching their

eyes open with wonder, as they move from the fear and darkness into light, to see their lives fill with purpose, to watch people awaken to the presence of a loving God, of their own understanding

 

I let go absolutely and don't preach the program to anyone but share how recovery worked for me

sharing experience strength and hope, it’s what it is all about this how we learn about the unity of

recovery, Unity is defined as singleness of purpose or action

 

That is to carry the message of recovery to all who are willing to surrender to their disease, when I

reach out to help others I gain some real love and true friendships, sobriety is helping others to find

themselves, I found so many people on my journey

 

They wanted for me what was given to them in the beginning of their journey in recovery, I have

learned that when I give love I always get it back, its hard to not receive the love back, working with others improves my own judgment of character

 

I seek out others that have the things God wants me to have in my own life I sit and listen to others

watching their actions, I knew who I need to seek out to help me with my own recovery the program is all about helping myself thru working with others who suffer as I once did

 

Many are looking for the same things I was given when I first walked into the halls, but I also learn

from all of them, remembering what it was like before I learned to trust, meetings are but a beginning of a new way of life trusting god’s wisdom and guidance

 

Knowing I can not keep this fellowship unless, I try to give it away each day, reach out to the one who still suffers and you will receive 10 fold for your efforts, even when they slip you learn patience, tolerance, and understanding of your own disease

 

God bless you Al M

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