Daily Reflections reading July 4th

A NATURAL FAITH

deep down in every man, woman and child, is the fundamental idea of God. It may be obscured by calamity, by pomp, by worship of other things, but in some form or other it is there. For faith in a Power greater than ourselves, and miraculous demonstrations of that power in human lives, are facts as old as man himself. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 55

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My thoughts on July 4th Reading

Surrendering myself to a Higher Power was a big step, trust had not been one of my strong points, the idea of a Higher Power who actually cared for me, was just not in my belief system 

I needed that starting place, the idea of simply making a decision to turn over my life to this higher power, which at first was the group of drunks, I met at the meetings 

They all seemed to have this elusive faith I was trying to find, they showed me the way to turn my life and will over to the care of the God, they all knew, and who was all loving and forgiven

I started to give this HP some lip service, it took time with a lot of honesty and humility to even start to have a little faith, God did not want perfect faith from me, only a willingness to try to do my part

The trusting in some thing I could not see nor at that time, feeling faith is knowing what is beyond my knowledge, seeing what is beyond my sight faith is a feeling we can acquire by practicing and seeing the wonders God has preformed

I wanted to know how to work the program, fear would stop me, every time, I found the faith to over come the fears, I had to look at my own life in a different light, what I now was doing give me faith in how to work the program,

It helped me see what my personal needs were, where my faults were, and how to correct them, there is another view of my life, when there are no signs and all is darkness, like my past, that's when faith is needed

It doesn't matter whether my life was falling apart, I know it needed changing for myself and I now have the faith God is putting my life back together, if I work the program

Without worrying about the outcome, I will come through all right, being grateful is to accept my gifts, as well as my struggles, faith helps me do this my God today seeks to teach, show me the truth, He knows I have the means to be happy

Rather than blame my God for not being there, I will seek the truth, faith tells me who left who, I know that I am where I'm supposed to be, I made the decision to turn it over to His loving care

Yes I came to believe that a Power greater myself could restore me to sanity, when fear came knocking on my door I let God answer it, when fear comes knocking on your door let your faith in your God answer it

God bless you Al M

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