Daily Reflections reading August 1st

Living It

The spiritual life is not a theory. We have to live it. ALCOHOLIC ANONYMOUS page. 83

When new in the program, I couldn’t comprehend living the spiritual aspect of the program, but now that I’m sober, I can’t comprehend living without it. Spirituality was what I had been seeking. God, as I understand Him, has given me answers to the whys that kept me drinking for twenty years. By living a spiritual life, by asking God for help, I have learned to love, care for and feel compassion for all my fellow men, and to feel joy in a world where, before, I felt only fear.

© Alcoholics Anonymous World Services

My thoughts on August 1st Reading

Step Eleven suggests prayer and meditation. We shouldn't be shy on this matter of prayer

The point of meditation to me is listening thru my heart, to what Gods plans are for me today, I was told that prayer is my asking of Gods will, meditation is listening to Gods answers, what better way is there to start my day off then asking for help and meditating on the answer?

When I got to these halls I had no faith in any kind of power, I sure did not trust yours, I sat and listened to people share how they started to believe in the higher power concept, I did not think that was so bad, the group became my HP this worked for a little while

But I needed more, so when I tried prayer and asked for help to stay away from a drink it worked I still was not honest with people, or even with myself, so I started to get honest in my daily prayers, the things I prayed for I was not getting, I asked my sponsor about why this is happening

He asked me if I was listening to God's answers to my prayers, he told me that step 11 had two parts, you do a lot of praying but very selfish prayers that's why God keeps saying NO

The second part of step 11 is the meditation part, where you sit quietly and listen with your heart to what God is saying to you, He does this thru other people in this fellowship

Look at what you're asking for in the morning, when you're honest with your questions to God He will give you the true answers, so next time you hear some one at meeting, it just might be God answering you questions, might not be the answers you had in mind

Listen with an open mind and the answers will be clear to you, being honest, willing, and humble is how you should be asking God to help you, start listening with your heart and mind get tuned into His will for you each morning and carry out His will each day

God bless you Al M

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