Daily Reflections reading November 8th

 

An Individual Adventure

 

Meditation is something which can always be further developed. It has no boundaries, either of width or height. Aided by such instruction and example as we can find, it is essentially an individual adventure, something which each one of us works out in his own way. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 101

 

My spiritual growth is with God as I understand Him. With Him I find my true inner self. Daily meditation and prayer strengthen and renew my source of well-being. I receive then the openness to accept all that He has to offer. With God I have the reassurance that my journey will be as He wants for me, and for that I am grateful to have God in my life.

 

© Alcoholics Anonymous World Services

 

My thoughts on November 8th Reading

 

An individual adventure into my very being came about when I reached step ten and eleven in my program, knowing God, as I now understand Him, has change every aspect of my life, all in the most positive way I could ever imagine

 

There is a positive effect from regular meditation, I have received many rewards from my doing the second part of step eleven, it gets better all the time, this for me was a big part of the healing process, I needed to keep and stay sober

 

Being all loving and caring about myself and others, I replaced the fears and self-centeredness I had when I came into the program, I heard it said at a meeting, love in our hearts isn't there to stay, love is not love until it is given away

 

This was a hard concept to grasp onto at first, being self serving most of my life, I gave nothing away to anyone, given it away I thought that was a dumb statement, until I realize if I do not give this back to others I will not be able to keep any of it for myself

 

By practicing the steps in my life, I can now help the still suffering alcoholic, they don't need to go any further than a meeting to find themselves, the answers are here in this program and we can show them the way to a life of hope

 

Living in the guide line of the eleventh step, is part of the ongoing spiritual awakening, as it is defined for me in the back of the Big Book: "a personality change." Sometimes the most 'spiritual' I can get is to remember were my next meeting is

 

For many who come into the rooms, the mere thought of spirituality is scary, many of us who make it into the program come with our life in complete turmoil, I had to be honest in working the twelve steps, it took a lot of fear, anxiety, sweat, and tears to get thru the first nine steps

 

When I reached step ten and eleven I had some spirituality at work in my life, I found my Higher Power and I today better understand Him, prayer and meditation is best kept simple it doesn't have to be complicated, prayer is just talking to God, meditation is listening to God’s answers

 

The way I personally listen to what God is saying is thru all you people at meetings sharing your, strength, and hope with me, yes God talks through people in recovery and from people not in recovery I never know where my answer will come from but it always comes

 

My entire coping skills came from surrendering to a disease of mind, body, and spirit, I believe in God today, I have a sense of oneness with Him; it made me aware of the purpose and meaning of my life there are many things I want to do in life, some good, some not

 

I look at what I need to do for me, this is just simply doing the next right thing, not reverting back to my past, meditation is an on going thing, it has no boundaries, either of width or height, it is just our individual adventures, something each one of us works out in our own way

 

In times of turmoil acceptance of my many tools and gifts can bring me some of the serenity the serenity prayer talks about, accepting all the things in life I can not change, that would be me and my attitudes, courage is just changing my faulty attitudes to be one with God

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