Daily Reflections reading March 2nd

 

Hope

 

Do not be discouraged. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 60

 

Few experiences are of less value to me than fast sobriety. Too many times discouragement has been the bonus for unrealistic expectations, not to mention self-pity or fatigue from my wanting to change the world by the weekend. Discouragement is a warning signal that I may have wandered across the God line. The secret of fulfilling my potential is in acknowledging my limitations and believing that time is a gift, not a threat.

 

Hope is the key that unlocks the door of discouragement. The program promises me that if I do not pick up the first drink today, I will always have hope. Having come to believe that I keep what I share, every time I encourage, I receive courage. It is with others that, with the grace of God and the Fellowship of A.A., I trudge the road of happy destiny. May I always remember that the power within me is far greater than any fear before me. May I always have patience, for I am on the right road.

 

© Alcoholics Anonymous World Services

 

My thoughts on March 2nd Reading

Hope is a great subject, its when hard times fall on us, we need that hope that things will change everything in life comes to pass, I have been thru a lot of tragic times in my recovery, I have many times lost that hope I was given when I found the doors of recovery

The program gave me hope, when I felt hopelessly lost, filled with anger, and with despair, I turned to God at that time, I have for the most part always turned to Him in hard times, when I start to lose my hope it is because I am human, I react to things in a negative way

I have many times stewed in my own crap and self pity, until I remember who is in charge, then I remember being given hope to turn to God for the help and support I needed, God does work thru people and I have many good friends to turn to when I need them

When I stop and share all of what’s going on with me and around me its then they support me, we have had hope and strength given to us to stand strong in our faith that Gods will be done, we lost an 11 year old grandson Nov. 24, 1997 on the week of thanksgiving

He had cerebral palsy and was in wheelchair most of his life, he had a great attitude towards life when this happen we were able to be there for our daughter to offer our strength and hope, in this time of need we all had things to accept but God had a plan for this young man

And we know he is with God at his side, thanks to our fellowship of good friends we never lost hope or trust in our God, He has always put the right word in our hearts to reach out and be there for others He was there for us when our son was on life support

He pulled him thru sad to have him go back to drinking again now need the liver transplant and we can only ask Gods will be done for him, we keep praying for him to see the light Never give up hope its what keeps us sane

To keep my recovery first, I need hope and faith in every thing I do in recovery, its naive to think I can save everyone who comes my way with an addiction, this being naive in it self, is just one more addiction I needed to overcome

Anything can be addicting, I can engage in the most destructive activities there are, anything can give me a high, the more natural highs, at least have sane boundaries, there is nothing wrong with being excited and finding hope and trust about things

I got sober to enjoy life, I have to just make sure that what I hope in today has a chance to bring me genuine happiness, not a shortcut to another disaster, serenity is more important to me, than any thrill or pleasure I could get from drinking

I can choose balance in my life, by deciding to put the problems of life in there place the moment I make a conscious decision to fight, I will be striving toward my own goals I give myself the chance to decide whether I have any control over problems

Or whether I should just let them go, nobody is without situations in their lives if I address them with some serious thinking, I should be able to free my mind and work on some of the more important things in my life, like friends and family

God bless you Al M

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