Daily Reflections reading June 14th

 

When The Going Gets Rough

 

It is a design for living that works in rough going. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 15

 

When I came to A.A., I realized that A.A. worked wonderfully to help keep me sober. But could it work on real life problems, not concerned with drinking? I had my doubts. After being sober for more than two years I got my answer. I lost my job, developed physical problems, my diabetic father lost a leg, and someone I loved left me for another – and all of this happened during a two-week period. Reality crashed in, yet A.A. was there to support, comfort, and strengthen me. The principles I had learned during my early days of sobriety became a mainstay of my life for not only did I come through, but I never stopped being able to help newcomers. A.A. taught me not to be overwhelmed, but rather to accept and understand my life as it unfolded.

 

© Alcoholics Anonymous World Services

 

My thoughts on June 14th Reading

 

The twelve steps are the design for living a new way of life surrendering and making "my life" once again manageable, serenity is being calm and untroubled without worry, stress, or disturbance am I part of the problem, or part of the solution, well that depends on my attitude

 

Some times my own free will gets in the way, then I become part of the problem trying to force my own free will on things to make them happen, my way, in my time as the saying goes it your trying to control a problem then you are out of control

 

When the going gets rough if I started out on my knees asking for Gods will, then I will be part of the solution, so I guess that what it all comes down to is serenity, to gracefully accept changes I have to look to the God for guidance and strength, to see things with His help

 

I can honestly say if my attitude is right, I can say let His will be done, He gave me the courage to change with serenity, all the things in my life needing change, He removed my fear, despair, and hopelessness, when I started to trust in Him

 

He give me the hope for a better day, looking for sane solutions to my problems, instead of walling in them and making them worst than they were in the beginning today I have the strength to look for the real solutions to a problem

 

That’s not easy when you think you have to right answers, when your free will gets in the way, thanks to the steps I have found most of my character defects and was willing to have them removed, but being human I also react to things

 

When I do things get more screwed up, so I guess when I an right with God, the problem disappears and the solutions come thru Him not me, given me back my serenity once again, I just have to honestly ask Him for His help, then get out of His way and let Him

 

Thanks to the simple program, I live in the solutions, more than I create the problems, life is fantastic I have been freed from bondage, because I started the day talking to God, serenity and wisdom is in trusting everything to His guidance and care

 

God bless you Al M

 

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