Daily Reflections reading April 9th

 

Freedom From “King Alcohol”

 

Let us not suppose even for an instant that we are not under constraint. . Our former tyrant, King Alcohol, always stands ready again to clutch us to him. Therefore, freedom from alcohol is the great “must” that has to be achieved; else we go mad or die.

AS BILL SEES IT, p. 134

 

When drinking, I lived in spiritual, emotional, and sometimes, physical confinement. I had constructed my prison with bars of self-will and self-indulgence, from which I could not escape.

Occasional dry spells that seemed to promise freedom would turn out to be little more than hopes of a reprieve. True escape required a willingness to follow whatever right actions were needed to turn the lock.

With that willingness and action, both the lock and the bars themselves opened for me. Continued willing- ness and action keep me free in a kind of extended daily probation-that need never end.

 

© Alcoholics Anonymous World Services

 

My thoughts on April 9th Reading

 

This reading Freedom from king alcohol is the great “must” that has to be achieved else we go mad or die this is why the unity of the fellowship is a MUST, the unity of Alcoholics Anonymous is the most cherished quality AA has, our very lives and the lives of all to come depend squarely upon our unity in our common problem

 

Without unity with-in our fellowship the heart of AA would cease to beat, our world arteries would no longer carry the life giving grace of God, as we understand Him, with out unity His gift to us would be lost and we would be back into the misery of our pasts

 

Hopelessly lost to the suffering of alcoholism with no way out of the misery, this does not mean our individual opinions do not count, we are not dominated by any individual, or by any group as a whole, everyone counts and has the right to be heard, if unity is to be maintained

 

Today I know there isn't a fellowship on earth that lavishes more devotion and care upon its individual members, we have to look out for each other in order to survive ourselves, our traditions guard our individual right to think, talk, and act, as we feel is right

 

Nobody in AA can compel another to do anything, nobody can be punished or expelled anyone, our Twelve Steps to recovery are suggestions, the Twelve Traditions which guarantee AA unity contain not a single don't, they repeatedly say we ought, but never You must!

 

Almost every newcomer seeing the power of AA for the first time is puzzled, they see true freedom yet they see at once that AA has an irresistible strength of purpose and action, we place our common welfare first, looking closely we soon have the key to this strange paradox

 

The AA member has to conform to the principles of recovery, his life depends upon obedience to spiritual principles, if he deviates too far, the penalty is sure and swift he sickens and dies

 

We in AA have discovered a way of life, but we cannot keep this priceless gift, unless we give it away, neither AA nor we can survive unless we all carry the AA message, when twelfth Step work forms into a group we find most individuals cannot recover

 

Unless there is a group we are but a small part of a great whole, no personal sacrifice is too great for preservation of the fellowship, the clamor of desires and ambitions within each of us must be silenced when these could damage the group

 

To me today It becomes absolutely clear the group and the fellowship as a whole must survive or the we all as individual will not we have to keep our common bond of fellowship and program to save our own lives

 

God bless you Al M

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