Daily Reflections reading April 7th

 

A Wide Ark Of Gratitude

 

And, speaking for Dr. Bob and myself, I gratefully declare that had it not been for our wives, Anne and Lois, neither of us could have lived to see A.A.’s beginning. THE A.A. WAY OF LIFE, p. 67

 

Am I capable of such generous tribute and gratitude to my wife, parents and friends, without whose support I might never have survived to reach A.A.’s doors? I will work on this and try to see the plan my Higher Power is showing me which links our lives together.

 

© Alcoholics Anonymous World Services

 

My thoughts on April 7th Reading

 

A wide ark of gratitude, I could not have this gratitude, if it were not for my sponsor’s teachings about

How the program works, and how I had to get active in my own recovery by reaching out to others, I need Ed to make the amends and be sure I could again be the father I always should have been

 

I am no longer alone in my head and thoughts, I am no longer a victim of myself, because the steps have showed me the way out of the bottle and into real life on Gods terms, I have real friends today who care about me and I very much care about them

 

Gratitude is another one of the action words we need to look at, it is so easy to say I am grateful but it would be more humbling to take action, to show others to know how grateful I am, God has given me the gift of sobriety and gave me a fellowship where I can show my gratitude

 

By doing service work and helping others find this is a new way of life to achieve sobriety, when someone reaches out I should be ready to try to help them, this does not mean I have to carry the mess of their disease, just the message of our program show them the way

 

I have been blessed with this gift because when I try to give this gift to others I receive it back ten fold this is a gift that keeps on given back to all who try to give it away, not just given help in the fellowship but helping others during hard times, random acts of kindness

 

Today I am grateful to have been able to walk thru my fears and hopelessness to find a new way of life with out the booze, that required looking at my past, I am grateful that my past will always be with me nothing can destroy any of my memories

 

They will always be there to show me what it was like and what its like now, my past is one of my best assets to helping others suffering like I had been, I am grateful my old life will always remind me how much I have changed

 

To becoming a loving useful member of this fantastic program and of society as a whole I am grateful I became a part of something and today I will not be separate from it, so action is needed to show my gratitude today

 

I do not have tunnel vision, or narrow mindlessness, if I ever start to focus on any one little thing by itself I will lose the beauty of the whole picture, I must always stay grateful for my recovery or I could loose focus on everything in life

 

I can even say I am grateful to be able to walk threw the tragedy and turmoil that life seem to pass on to us all without having to drink them away, I must remain forever grateful for what God in His grace has given me for the entire blessing He has given to my family and friends 

 

God has given me many opportunities to show my gratitude by helping other to find hope, I had to get active in the fellowship, by speaking at meetings, making coffee, greetings, and so many other opportunities too many to mention, but we all know what they are if we work the program

 

Yes gratitude is another one of the many action words we hear around the halls, God sure has given me a life second to none the thing I am most grateful for is the 35+ extra years I was given when I did not kill myself by hitting that tree I was heading for, God gave me a life of love and hope that day

 

God bless you Al M

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